The Red Forest; home to two buildings, the Temple of Purgation and the Mother's Dwelling.
The Red Forest was the only area Anna had ever really considered home; it looked identical to the one she grew up in, and the line between Anna in the real world and Anna in the entity's realm was always an incredibly blurred one. This forest, as she knew it, was always home, and at some point, the Temple of Puragtion moved in next door, and suddenly! In her forest, her home, she had a neighbor. Anna found Adiris' company endearing, and even at times, comforting. Adiris herself had a sort of warm sense around her, and about her, and Anna found herself fond of only one other person's company.
The incense Adiris normally burned had a sweet, comforting smell to it, and it was one that Anna found brought herself a great amount of calm. This time, she was hoping to put it in the pile of smoking chips she used, thinking it would bring a couple hides a very nice scent that would stay for quite a while.Anna walked up the steps of the Temple, soft hide covering her feet making a quiet sound on the marble, and she knocked on the doorway, coming over this time to ask perhaps for a stick of incense, should Adiris be willing to part with it.
Adiris cocked her head at the sound, prying herself from her reading. She laid a clawed hand onto the golden scripture as she lifted herself from her knees. She loosed a puff of exertion, steadying herself as she hefted her censer back to her side.
Her steps padded softly up the stairs of her temple, her home and shelter, towards the guest. And what a guest, she mused, beaming at Anna when they met eyes. She moved as quickly as she could towards her, though this was still a slow, shambling step.
“[Anna,]” She signed Bear, though they both knew it’s meaning. “[what a delight it is to see you! The rain is particularly…]” She swirled her hand in front of her, bobbing the censer in hand to jog her memory. “[passionate, this day. What a wonderful sight, do you agree? Would you like to come in, I am tending to the metal of the scripture if you would like to assist me!”]
She slowed down a moment, looking down at herself. She gasped, then, covering her mouth, briefly, from old habit.
“[My apologies! I feel I have leapt the gun,]” She chuckled, shaking her head, brown hair swishing around her headpiece. “[Did you arrive for a purpose? I would love to assist, should you need it!]”
Anna grinned as soon as Adiris came into view, arms outstretched toward her as she moved closer as if Anna was afraid she would fall. She was, of course, because Adiris always seemed a tag fragile, and Anna took pride in taking care of her one person. Her mouth pulled ever wider as Adiris began communicating with the nickname Bear.
Anna followed her inside, still smiling, and let out a soft chuckle as Adiris got caught up in herself. Anna extended a sturdy, worn hand Adiris' way, eyes bright and smiling even from behind her mask.
"Of course me help. Show me where metal, how too, then me help." Anna truly put more effort and words into her sentences when speaking to Adiris. It was through care and the warmth she felt in her chest that she made this effort, and made sure Adiris knew what she meant, though the pair rarely found difficulty in communication despite their differences. Adiris always had something to do around the Temple, Anna knew, and each time Adiris asked if she would like to join, Bear always agreed. Rain or shine, trial or not, Anna found herself always willing and ready to help the woman living in the Temple.
There were a few times Adiris answered Anna's questions about her purpose, her drive, and her devotion, but it was not a subject Anna found herself able to... understand. What mattered was that it was important to Adiris, and Anna would always uphold that.
"No need anything. Adiris feel okay? Mother Huntress do much."
Adiris found her fingers resting on Anna’s forearms as they walked back towards the metal panels. Balance, yes, that was important, she reasoned to herself. Of course, she knew that was secondary to feeling the Huntress’s strength, being able to hold safety in her hands. Doesn’t mean she needed to acknowledge the thought. That would be far too decadent.
When they stop, she leans against the wall, lets her claws drag against the writing. It’s precious to her, the only thing she has to live for anymore, the sole thing that kept her going through the trials of her childhood. The promise of something more, of better things, if she is good. If she follows the rules. And no one else knows what it says.
She tries not to think about it. She thinks about cleaning the gold, every day, following her dutiful routine. Keeping it legible, so maybe, just maybe, she can share it someday. Show someone that all this pain has to be worth it. That there must be something. Anything. That gives all this suffering a purpose. There has to be. There has to.
The gap in conversation she is allowing to widen dawns on her.
She bends down, lifting her rag. The sensation of oil dripping down her arm from it is familiar, though not comforting. Gross, and will likely always be, gross. Nevertheless, she wipes the rag across the gold, wincing when her elbow cracks at the quick, explanatory movement.
She hands Anna the rag before signing, “[It will keep out impurities in the air,]” Adiris explains, “[It must be done every day, here, since it is so…]” She swirls her hand in the air, once again searching for the words. “[Muggy.]”
The tablets aren’t the only thing the humid air of the forest is hurting, of course, she grumbles to herself as she seats herself on the ground again. Her knees complain the entire ways down, and even settling into the relative cushioning of her skirt doesn’t relieve her.
Anna kept her careful eyes on Adiris, watching as she dragged her hand around the writing, and when she settled down onto a rather thin skirt (in Anna's opinion) and made a face, Anna found herself sitting down next to the woman as quickly as she could. She watched as Adiris turned back to the writing, frail arm moving quicker than Anna anticipated. Anna cleared her throat, picking up an oil-soaked rag, and began to wax it across the writing that always had, and always will, remain foreign to her.
Anna shifted side to side, pushing her legs out from under her to fold together so she could easily and comfortably reach the task that was now set ahead of her. She let herself cast a glance at the other person, watching the flow of her arm as she cleaned the golden writing. The veil that covered the back of her head getting in the way of the corner of her eye (as well as the rest of the mask), Anna used her free hand to grasp the front of the rabbit mask and pull it up, over, and off her head. Bear shivered as the aptly-described muggy air sat back on her short hair, the cold fingers ghosting over her scalp as she set the mask down and looked back at Adiris.
"You feel OK?" Anna asked her in a soft, kind voice, letting a bit of worry seep in. "Legs bad, again? Bear find some water for you, heat it up at cottage, hot bath for kind Adiris. Help muscles relax." She turned back to the task at hand, her arm working in smoothing circles to try to lessen the amount of streaks on the shiny surface. Her mind raced, figuring how to get Adiris back up, and get her to the cottage so she could take that hot bath. Maybe that would show Anna's care, but at least, Adiris' frail body would know some care.
Anna cleared her throat, humming quietly as she worked, and listened to Adiris as she worked, looking over often to--well, not to see her for the fun of it. Certainly not. Adiris was a friend, wasn't she? Anna couldn't risk Adiris feeling uncomfortable in any capacity; that was not how friends treated friends. She looked over often to check on Adiris' state of being, of course, to make sure she was well and taken care of. She certainly was not looking at the way Adiris' robes adorned her, how they delicately hung off each joint, how the headdress the Priestess wore framed her face. Just looking to make sure she was doing alright, that was all.
Ooh, but wouldn't that be nice? Adiris rolled her shoulder as she reached as high up as her arm could go without standing, oil seeping deep into the carefully chiseled words and century old cracks. A bath would just about bring her to tears, the weight of the world off her bones and muscle, just for a moment. And wouldn't the sound of rain on the cottage roof be so nice, Anna's humming so sweet, nature providing her own percussion? A moment of temptuous, blissful rest. She's dimly aware of how heavy her arm has become, how she'll have to stand back up soon if she hopes to come close to cleaning the entire monument again, as she always has. Every day, rain or shine... and since she's ended up in this realm, this home for her God, the days run together. It feels like it's all she does. Ache, pray, and pray some more, through her actions — through her dedication. She sighs, her head sagging down, her arm following quickly, the rag gently set back into the shallow dish of oil. Her palms swipe at her dress, and her skin snags on the cloth as she tries to rid herself of the feeling, the coating. Too reminiscent of the way vomit clings to her throat and her lungs. She scrubs her palms just a moment more, before giving up, taking the time to gather her thoughts. "[The legs...]" She sighs. "[Yes, bad again. Like most things, I am afraid.]" Adiris laughs, bitterly. Scrubs her hands again, before continuing. "[I think... I think at present I am somewhat useless to my work. In too poor of shape. Maybe...]" She considers what she's about to request very carefully. Under any normal circumstances, she'd simply persevere. Keep going, not fumble. This is what she was trained for, after all. But the pain in her body is so much, when her eyes try to follow the scripture it all blends together, the message muddy in her mind. She's distracted, something she's never had time to be before. She doesn't know how to get rid of it. No one's ever taught her. "[I think I would like, to take you up on your offer, Anna.]" She finally looks back to Anna then, and the realization that she hadn't dared look towards her face while she signed dawns on her quickly. She's holding her breath now. She doesn't mean to. It must seem to the Huntress like the request is earth-shattering, a massive undertaking for her to simply ask. That's not why, of course. The priestess can't help but treat every glimpse of Anna's hidden face as a blessing, a gift she could never dream of offering at the altar. The only thing she would selfishly covet.
Anna grinned up at Adiris, her legs unfolding quickly to bring her standing as she dropped the rag (almost carelessly) into the dish she was given for it. She suged forward, her care and warmth for Adiris fueling her veins, and scooped up the priestess into her arms, exhaling a soft huff as she pulled her inward to situate her comfortably.
It was now that Anna was aware of the comfort she felt holding the other woman close to her like this. She felt a comfort and a peace with Adiris safe in her arms, held away from all the hurt and pain that her joints surely felt and the guilt she knew the woman carried with her. She took a moment to press her nose briefly into the thin fabric of Adiris' headdress, taking a soft, deep breath. Adiris, while smelling like the Fog, also smelled like (what Anna imagined to be) home.
"Is okay," she rumbled to Adiris, smiling at broadly as she could at her. "[We will go to my cottage, and I'll warm some water in the cauldron for you. Your legs will know rest. No more weight of the world on them.]" She cast a quick glance at her mask, kicked it to the side, and shifted Adiris in her arms once more before taking her broad, sure steps out of the Temple and to her own home.
Adiris was special. She deserved everything Anna could ever imagine of giving her. More, even. Things outside of Anna's failing imagination.
The walk to her home was a short one (thought surely it was longer for others, people with shorter legs), and the branches, underbrush, and leaves shifted and crunched under her step with a constant familiarity that Bear knew by heart by now.
The words that went unspoken ("I'll do anything you ever ask me to" "Anything you want is only a request away" "I'd take down the moon and the stars for you if you wanted me to") were grave ones, ones that held much more weight to them than the simple requests and offers she gave Adiris now. They were words to be spoken to someone who wanted them, wanted the weight and care they held, accepted everything that came with it (Anna's shortcomings and all).
Once they came into view of the house, Anna cleared her throat (the humming she had taken up one of habit [yet hopefully calming] clearing her chest) and gently, ever so softly, pressed a kiss to the priestesses head. "You okay if me put you in tub, to rest? While me warm water? Me can sit with you, talk while water warm, that sound OK to Adiris?" She thought for a moment. "Me can try warm bath-tub, so no cold for 'Diris to sit in, you want that? Me do that, all need is ask."