It all came back to this house. It was odd to approach it, even still. She knew it was her childhood home. She understood that... It was painfully unfamiliar, and now she shared her realm with a brother who tried to kill her. So many questions that the Entity couldn't, or maybe wouldn't answer... With all the time in the world, Laurie found her way back to the infamous Myers residence. In all of it's former glory. She wondered if the house sold. Maybe it was torn down, now. So many lives had been lost with the cause beginning in this house. It made her heart hurt.
'You're not supposed to go up there! Lonnie Elam said some real awful stuff happened in that house.' It was worse than Tommy, or herself could have ever known.
She was glad not to know, but she felt like she was missing so much... She walked through the house that should have felt like her own. Running her fingers on the back of the couch... No dust came up. She attributed it to the Entity being unable to understand why something would become covered in dust, when it went unused. It almost complicated her feelings more, to think about how Michael, her brother, lived here once he escaped. Maybe he still did. She steered clear of Haddonfield, and especially the Myers house. There were so many complex emotions to unpack, and she had no clue where to start.
Michael sat, which was a strange enough picture on it's own given his propensity for standing ominously wherever the mood takes him, leaned against the wall of his old bedroom. It was empty now, which always gave Michael the slightest bit of cognitive dissonance. He always expected his parents to welcome him home one day, arms wide open, room the same as when he left.
He wouldn’t have liked it, certainly, but the expectation was still deep ingrained into his brain. A long sought normal. The goal of Loomis’ (and his own) work. Now, as hands brushed tattered wallpaper once adorned with crayon drawings and good grades, he missed… something.
It didn't miss it's old house, of course, not by any means. Nothing but bad memories of a childhood wasted; of a family better off forgotten. A family that never wanted him to begin with, and certainly not once they deemed him broken, beyond fixing. He couldn’t place it then, and quickly became profoundly uncomfortable with the sensation. He wrung his hands, picking the flesh on his wrists in an attempt prying himself from uneasy thoughts.
He eventually pulled the mask off his head, sucking in a cold breath of Hallow's Eve air.
(Not that it was anyone's business, but it did get a fair bit muggy under the latex.)
He leaned his head back against the wall, clutching cold plastic in clammy hands, and stared out the window at a sky that would never change. They closed their eyes, then, feeling the shifting boards of the old house beneath them. Comforting in their familiarity and monotony. Never a sound out of place.
Maybe the picture frames on the side tables were the places to start, the Entity couldn't quite recreate long-lost family photos... Faces scratched out, some of the pictures were completely blank. It looked like the film never developed. Laurie ran her thumb across the glass, wiping a thick coating of dust off. It didn't clear the picture up at all. Some small part of her hoped it would. She knew she wouldn't be in any of them, she was erased thoroughly from the Myers legacy. She didn't really care... But somewhere deep down she had to, if she was still willing to look around all of this. If she didn't care, she would have just left Haddonfield. Stayed at the Campfire, stayed near Heather, and Quentin. People who were around her age, and suffered just as much as she did — more, even.
But here she was, tiptoeing around the house as if there was someone to hear. She stepped into the kitchen, somewhere that should bring back memories. Sandwich crusts being cut off by a loving mother, begging for juice while a father made dinner. An older brother sneaking her sweets right before dinner when their mom walks out of the room. None of that felt right, and she shook her head, sighing heavy. She looked around the dark, chewing on her nails. So much happened in this house, but none of it was what should be in a loving family. There was blood soaked into the hardwood floors. What had her father intended to do with this house? How could you sell something like this, something where so much happened that didn't make sense? The folklore that surrounded Michael Myers never scared her. Tommy talked about him quite a bit, and she'd heard the stories that younger kids she babysat told. It was all just children being children. Anyone who got murdered so brutally would have become a story to them, Laurie thought. But the tragedy of the Myers house wasn't just a story. It was real. And she was a part of it, in a much more minor way.
Enough looking around the kitchen, it wasn't going to help to ruminate here. She couldn't piece together everything here, and she wouldn't want to. She began heading up the stairs, careful not to — Creeeeaak. It felt like the noise echoed through the house, and rang through every other empty house in the area. Laurie cringed, and held her ground. Maybe if she was quiet enough nothing would happen. Michael wasn't here, she was sure they would have noticed her presence by now. In Laurie's mind, there was no way they wouldn't have heard every sound that was made. It spent most of it's time roaming Haddonfield, considering she never saw it anywhere else... Then again, what did she know of her forgotten sibling?
She held her white-knuckled grip onto the old, rotted wood railing of the staircase. Praying to something, someone that Michael hadn't heard. She wasn't scared of the Boogeyman, but some part of her was still apprehensive about Michael. They were very different entities. The Boogeyman was a cold, unfeeling killer. Michael Myers was just a man. Flesh and blood, no different than herself.
His ear being pressed close to the wall helped, yes, but it felt like anyone out on the street could’ve heard the sound. It was like a dying animal. It was almost comical how loud it was, absurd in it’s own way.
Maybe the entity, for all her wisdom, just didn’t quite know what a home was supposed to sound like. The gentle groans of settling wood foreign to her. The thought was amusing, though quickly swept aside. More important matters to attend.
He rose slowly, stiffly. The mask was back on as quickly as it was removed, though he hadn’t a spare second to tuck his hair away. Blonde fluff poked from the bottom of warm, white rubber. His knife was in his hand again, as though it hadn’t left. They weren’t sure when they had picked it up, but it didn’t much matter, did it? Their grip tightened.
Slowly, it inched towards the staircase. Peering over the railing, down into the heart of the house. The temptation came to call out, a timid hello? Is there someone there?
The temptation was squashed quickly as they worked their nerve, descending the stairs heavily. Whoever it was, there were to be no guests in the Myers residence. All those meant to inhabit the house were already in attendance.
At the bottom of the old wooden staircase, he saw her. She looked petrified. He hadn’t seen her look any way else in a long, long time. Their raised arm lowered, the knife following obediently as ever. Again, the urge came, words boiling in it’s throat. A voice box long since accustomed to the job rumbled.
Their mouth opened, but no sound emerged. They swallowed, trying once more.
Cynthia. Cynthia Myers. Who was that? Her. She was Cynthia, there was no one behind her. Memories, and recognition washed over her like a wave of slime. Uncomfortable, and hard to sift through quickly.
Being called that name made her stomach churn in an unexpected, and unwelcomed way. She didn't like it, pushing the feeling away she opened her mouth to speak; "Michael." There was an attempt to steel her voice, not seem like prey, respond with some kind of level of a devil-may-care attitude but... She couldn't. It was hard to do that when talking about Michael, it was all so fresh. Thirteen years of forgetting, and barely moments of remembrance did more. She knew Michael was her brother, and she knew she was Cynthia Myers but it was all so quickly squashed back down. Every time it reared it's ugly head, something she didn't want to — no, something she couldn't face.
Being called Cynthia reminded her of one of the last few forgotten times that she had been called that name, when their mother snuck her into Smith's Grove to visit Michael, telling Laurie... Cynthia that she deserved to see her brother, that her life shouldn't be ruined because of what... Oh, what was her sister's name? It slipped her mind. She didn't remember the woman, it was hard to picture Michael's face, let alone a sister that she never got to really know.
That her life shouldn't be ruined because of her sister's choices in life. Their father didn't like, the couple wanted Cynthia to be "safe".
Cynthia gave it a quick once-over, the knife gleaned in his hand. It didn't go entirely unnoticed, but she wasn't afraid anymore. There was nothing they could do to her, and... Some part of her hoped it wouldn't do anything. Believed that they wouldn't, even.
What was she supposed to say, that she was sorry for being here? It was her home once, too. Maybe not as long as it was theirs, but... Maybe she felt some kind of right to learn something, or try to in whatever was left in the remnants of the house. Years of being tampered with by kids who were scared of the Myers name, and the Entity's bastardization of Haddonfield. Of one street, Lampkin Lane, in Haddonfield.
He was sorry. He was sorry she was here. He was sorry they both were here.
He didn’t used to be. Certainly not on that day. Even now, they weren’t always sorry. When the entity enlisted him, when others came to Haddonfield to snoop. He wasn’t sorry then. It was business. The same way the skittering survivors had their work, endless and fruitless, so did he. But, he had been sorry. Once or twice, he thought, childishly.
When Loomis was gone, it all hit him. Burning, the guilt of it all. The fear he was wrong. But he couldn't be. He refused to be. He knew, however, that he was.
And now. The house was so still around them. Lifeless. Dead.
They all were, the three Myers. The only ones left.
The Myers home he grew up in, so much as he could grow in a house as inhospitable as this. The room where he lived, slept, tried to be some semblance of a normal child. The room where his parents ignored the crying down the hall, every night, every tear. The room his sister died. The room where the Boogeyman was born. Michael Myers. The boogeyman born from an "innocent" girls death, from horror and fear on All Hallow's Eve. The start of some absurd mythos. The birth of an icon, the death of a child.
And Cynthia Myers.
The sister he left behind in a cruel, unforgiving world. A world where her parents didn't care for her. Where he wouldn't be able to protect her. Where he wouldn't be safe from her. They were connected now, and Michael knew that she must resent him for it. And Michael resented her.
He thinks. His head hurts.
What are you doing here? This house gave you up. You gave it up. Left it behind. All he ever wanted to do, pack up, run away. You got his wish. His knuckles cracked where they clenched around his knife. So why come back. Why?
"Why..." The noise was hoarse, pained. "...are you here?"
Why come back? Why stay here? Why think of this place?
Michael supposed he could ask himself the same thing.
Cynthia felt so small, like she was being scolded for entering a place she had no right to be in. Yet, that wasn't true. It didn't even begin to be true. "This was my home," The past tense hurt, more than she had expected. She stood her ground as much as she could. It may be the one with the knife, but Cynthia had her will. Wasn't that enough against a knife? Had it been enough for Annie, or Lynda?
"I wanted to see it again." Now that she remembered it, even if only in flashes. Michael's face was never in the flashes. He'd been long gone by then, but her father in the kitchen, making pancakes. Her mother folding her laundry, prompting Cynthia to join her. Her mother surprising her with cupcakes on her birthday. Cynthia remembered saying his name, at dinner. "When will Michael come home? Will he ever get better?" She asked, so innocently. So naïvely. Her father was never a hostile man, neglectful, yes, but never until that day was he hostile. That was the last of Cynthia Myers' kind treatment in her own home. "Why did you fucking take her there? To expose her to him? To put her in danger, too?" Cynthia remembers. She never feared Michael as much as she feared her father after that day. She remembers the car accident that took them away from her. The car accident she survived. All of her memories lost with it, though maybe the car accident wasn't the true culprit. Maybe she didn't want to remember a life where she was unwanted. She would be adopted by new, loving parents. Or so Cynthia thought.
There was so much bubbling up in Michael's throat.
A scream. A racking sob. Bile, from the concept of wanting to be here when she (Laurie, Cynthia, Angel, anything, anything, anything but his sister) so clearly had somewhere safe to hide. A place where she'd be protected. From the house, from it's inhabitants. Michael stared at his feet, pressed hard into the hardwood floor. He dreamed the boards would crack, splinter, swallow him whole and bury him with the house in the concrete below.
But it didn't.
And suddenly there was no where Michael could hide and no where Cynthia could hide. They were stuck here together, now, no new streets to run down, no new doors to knock on. What was there for them to do now? Apologize? What purpose would that serve them? Michael had failed her, and himself. Cynthia had failed, too, as soon as she was born. Born into the house and home she was.
God, Michael had failed her.
What kind of big brother was he? This was supposed to be about protecting both of them, some distant long forgotten time ago. Yes, it was about feeling safe in it's own home, no matter the cost. But it was also about protecting Cynthia. With how Judith went through boyfriends like tissues, who could say whether she would move on from Michael eventually? Get bored of him? Move on?
Laurie was only two then. Lord knows their parents wouldn't protect her.
Michael was only six. And someone had to.
And then what had happened to them? To him? To the little would-be trick-or-treater who died that Halloween? Had isolation for so long really made him this broken? Made him think the only thing he set out to protect was just another danger?
The Boogeyman let the knife drop from his hand. It landed in the floor at a right angle, handle pointed back at Michael Myers like a magnet to true north. It might be all he has. It might not have to be.
"I'm sorry," He leaned his head down, face towards the floor. His head was so heavy. "Laurie, I'm so sorry."